In the long wait over nights A nostalgic melody tore through the silence It came unexpectedly, yet as if I felt it was coming It jolted me conscious from my slumber And there it was, what I waited for Progressing, it seemed very unnatural Sensing that it wasnt of true intention I composed myself from the pointless joy I didnt want it to be due to responsibilty Cause you arent the one to be responsible I wondered for a moment if I was wrong Then decided it would be impossible Though you tried to explain I think I know what you actually feel If only it wasnt perpetuated by sympathy or guilt...