hi ya. sry ar. 4got to post ytd nite. too tired. anw something's wrong wif my tag board. does the same thingy occur to u ppl? if anione noe how to fix plz tell me. thnx. todae bad dae. fiz thing i woke up late. damn. rush for time and all tt stuff. den later go to class i was frantically searching for the bloodi ss mind map. search for like 30 mins. den gave up. after tt, rite after i said 4get it, the paper appeared out of nowhere under my table. crap! den forgo recess to do the mind map la. den die ar. bloodi gastric pain. fuk man. den i see everyone pia up for maths study grp so didnt go for break. gastric worsen, carn concentrate. and finally i still did finish the wksht, miraculously... wooo... ya. and now im seriously regretting my choice of being in 3/4. u see on the surface as a guai class wif all ppl doing work and stuffs, budden i todae open my eyes and finally realised something. deres no such thing as friendship in 3/4. ppl use u, and when ur no longer of use or nid help, dey ignore u... tt's how GOOD the class is. quote an example. usually i wud be able to do some qns for chem, den ppl start asking mi. den tell dem answer, explain, dey o... den ok. without a THNX, tt's no prob wif mi coz im used to it. but the worse thing is, esp. when i hav a qn on a maths, i ask ppl, dey juz ignore mi, like as if im invisible. wad crap. tt's abt all la. and im not pinpointing to anione in 3/4. tt's juz an example. and one of the greatest mistake in my life- choosing this kind of class... shud hav like opted out. wondered y i was so stupid. damn. ending off wif a poem...

Is this wad u call a friend?
Someone who uses you as and when
Ignore you when you are no longer of value
Thanks for letting me understand true friendship

People may say 'Im your friend'
But all is plain talk and no action
People gather all around you for advantages
But as u grow to be useless they shun you

They appear to be kind and friendly
But what truly lies underneath that smile?
Backstabbing and badmouthing you
Is this what friends always do?

At least I know who are my true friends
Those who stay by my side at low and high points
Those who pinpoints your mistakes
This is a F*cKed up part of my life...

''I finally understand your intentions. Sorry being a nuisance.
Just hope some doubts on my part would be answered.''

Jeff

{/7:40 PM}

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