todae sux. again. as expected. the moment i stepped out of house rain. esp when i was waiting desperately for something. den reach school half drenched liao. almost caught cold. but heng nv. den after training is the usual routine la. crap lessons. den after tt go for geog remedial wif no rest. den worse ar. straightaway got chem test. den after tt met the guys at canteen, chat a while, do hwk den go home. and tt something i was desperately waiting for did not appear. and ya though somehow i expected it, i still feel quite ke xi. nvm ba. too bad. tt's all for todae. and adding up...a poem again.(BORING)

I stayed up despite my fatigue
Just to not miss a single moment
I did not wish for it to end
But sadly I could not stay awake

I was suprised to see initiative
I waited quietly for the next one
I stayed up despite no replies
Cause I just couldnt sleep that night

The trauma lingers in my mind
Im afraid of having the same reply
Im afraid of screwing up
Most importantly, Im afraid of losing u...

Woke up in the morning
Apologising as the first thing
Checked the phone screen every minute
To my despair it didnt arrive

I kept my hopes high till evening
Giving reasons to console myself
And I'm still hoping till now
Even though we might be through...

Did I just miss another chance?
Or its just me thinking too much
Perhaps it was just a friendly chat
And time to end my naive thoughts...

{/4:20 PM}

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