Sunday, July 31, 2005
firstly, im sorry i didnt post ytd. no mood to post. secondly im sorry for my attitude prob all this while. and thirdly, im sorry for almost making ian paralysed. im so freaking sorry. dui bu qi. morning wake up play bball. sian sian. coz not enuff slp and carn play well. didnt make an effort to. after tt, when i tried to play well, i started making ppl injured, fuk im so sorry. firstly make ian finger sprain, den later my elbow hit ian's spine. i didnt noe how it could land dere. fuk. sorry. almost cried it out. fuk. if i had hit harder a bit, it wud hav been gone case for me. all the guilt. fuk. im sorry. no poems no endings todae, sorry. no mood. mebbe i will feel betta and post one wif poem tonite...
{/11:13 AM}
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